I am sorry it's been so long since I've posted on the blog. I am going to try to make this a picture/family blog instead of my personal little outlet. But, before I do that, I want to get something off my chest.
Todd and I thought I could potentially be pregnant...but as of last night, I'm not. I cant tell you how much my heart broke. I know it was only one time that we tried just a week ago, but my heart still broke. I know that if we are meant to have children, God will give them to us, but I never expected to feel so horrible about getting my period.
So, there is a little sadness here in the Crispin household this morning. I didnt realize how much Todd would be effected as well.
We talked about it last night, and I think we are going to try to start building a family. I dont know how I'm going to go through each month wishing my period doesnt come, and when it doesnt, I'm not sure how I'm going to keep it a secret until it's "safe," but I am excited to see what God has in store for us.